Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in oodeliusionaloo's LiveJournal:

Sunday, November 21st, 2004
9:10 pm	Life Goes On Wassuh everyone, Today's events have been good and bad. I found out some things today that weren't much of a surprise but somehow I expected a little better. I ain't askin for much but I don't know...maybe sometimes things just don't work out. Can't wait til Thanksgiving...so yeah...in advance...everyone have a very happy Thanksgiving! And don't do anything stupid. That's it for now...I'll probably add on more later. Take care, ~Jeff Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Utada Hikaru "First Love" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, November 19th, 2004
1:54 pm	No more suspension, and no more school (at DGS that is) Well, the whole story is that, for what I did, they will NOT expell me from school, but I can't go to school at DGS no more, now I am being transferred to a different school. I might be able to go to DGS prom, and for sure the graduation there, but prom attendance for me will depend on how well I do at this new school. ::sigh:: I don't know how I am going to be able to tell all my friends this. ... PLEASE keep in contact with me, I will be able to hang out a lot more, because I get out of school at lot earlier than DGS. please. I'm very sorry for all of this, and I do take full responsibility. I've learned my lesson, and it will never happen again. Again, I am sorry... please accept my apology. Current Mood: crushed/sad/worried Current Music: Aaliyah "I miss you" (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
9:56 am	Life is full of mistakes, mistakes are forgiven, but am I? To everyone, For those of you that know what hapepned, I'm so sorry. Saying sorry can't even take back what I did. Even though everyone makes mistakes, the one I made was incredibly stupid. I thought that this year in school, I was going to do almost everything; join a few clubs, do a few sports, things like that... but it turns out, I did almost everything. I just did the wrong things. I can't believe that I let down my family, myself, and my friends. I thought that life for me sucked already, but this time I really dug my own grave. For those of you that know what happened, I hope that somewhere deep down inside your heart, you can forgive me. I know that it was my fault. I"m just really asking for your forgiveness. To people whose names I won't mention, but you know who you are, I would just like to make a special apology, and to one specific person who I think I hurt the most. To this person, I am really praying you will forgive me. I never have took my friends for granted, but this experience really made me appreciate my friends and people who support me through almost anything.I really appreciate each and everyone one of you. IF you choose not to forgive me, that is entirely up to you, and I will respect your decision. But if you choose not to forgive me, at least you will have read this, so that you know how sorry I am. For you kids out there, PLEASE think before you act. Because one wrong move, and it can and WILL change your life forever. Again, I'm so sorry, for everything. -This is my last entry for a while- ~Take care everyone~ [Jeff] Current Mood: upset/dissapointed Current Music: Kci -jojo "all my life" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
8:15 pm	Well I survived parent teacher conferences. They still are pissed at me. But I'm not grounded.... which is good. so if u wanna hang out... just let me know. Still feelin like shit, for those of u know who know why.. .. so yeah.. ::sigh:: well, I'm just going to see what happens. wish me luck on everything. take care. ~Jeff Current Mood: crushed and just plain sad. Current Music: 98 Degrees "You are my everything" (dunn make fun of it) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 15th, 2004
4:01 pm	Blehh, wish me luck. Man, I just got home from school . School sucks, SOOO boring, but one funny thing did happen today. When i was in math class today, Mr. Runyon was using an overhead calculator projector, and all of a sudden, he accidently (I think) dropped it. and he was like, "NOnONONONONONOnononononono! oh gosh, I'm going to get fired!" I'm only a little worried about parent teacher conferences tomorow. It sucks because I HAVE TO GO WITH my parents to them. All my bad classes conferences are in the afternoon, and my okay classes are in the evening. blehhh... wish me luck on that. So far I think second quarter, I'm going MUCH better than first quarter. Which is a good thing. I just hope it keeps up. bleh, my parents keep yelling at me... my mom is bitching at me about my grades, okay i mean, YEAH they were kind of bad, but THIS quarter my grades have improved... my parents never ever care about the good things that I do, they never pay attention even. All they ever pay attention to is when I fuck up, only THEN do they find something to take notice of. so that they can yell at me...so anyways, my mom called me while I was doing homework, and I got mad at her for her accusing me of like.. all this bullshit and she said to me, "don't yell at me like that, you don't got the right to yell at me like that!" and I was like "well all you ever take notice of me is when I fuck up, and never really care when I actually do GOOD in some thing." then she said, "you still don't have the right yell at me like that, ylou don't even have any rights at all!" and THAT FUCKIN STATEMENT right THERE, just PISSED ME OFF, wouldn't it PISS YOU OFF!?!? so i just hung up. ARGHH!! ::sniffle sniffle:: . ::sigh:: I just feel kinda down that like... I was going to do some things today (don't worry, it is a good thing.. i think) that I wasn't able to do, because.. well... interference in the plan... but I will not give up. I CAN'T give up. not now, not ever. for those of you that know wut I'm talking about, wish me luck. it's hard for me to believe that next week our school has a four day weekend. Anybody free this week on wedenesday, friday, or saturday? or next week's 4-day weekend? If you want to hang out or something, let me know! until then, take care. ~Jeffie~ Current Mood: sad, frustrated, and... lonely Current Music: Brian McKnight "Only one for me" (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
12:24 am	Thank you Lisa Watsup everybody? this is my first entry.. WOW, just..... WOW, simply... today... well tonight, was just soooooo much fun. First, after Lisa picked me up, i just went to meet her parents. I got to watch "Ray" with Lisa, afterwords I went with her to go to Krispy Kreme, and just chatted a little bit, then off to home I went. Man...................... this is by far, the most fun I've had in a WHILE. thank you so much Lisa.. couldn't hvae done this at all without you. Thank you so much. The only thing is... I wished that before I left... I was gon hug you good bye, but.. I didn't know, u seemed kind of in a rush to get home or something, so .. yeah... You are truly. one, of, a, kind. Don't ever change. because some people like you , just the way you are. Thank you Lisa. Current Mood: happy (3 Comments |Comment on this)